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duck.Rice Designs

é rocker: joseph matthias goh
é birth: 01 11 90

your typical metalhead next-door neighbour with a tendency to unknowingly bring down his estate whilst fingering his trusty handmaiden, an SA Series Ibanez. tamed by coke, iced lemon tea and coffee, its always a good idea to drop him a cuppa(s). currently doing odd jobs and enjoying his last 5 months of freedom before uni starts and he is forced to join the terrible world of working-class-adulthood. he is also madly in love with this beautiful woman, rachel chang ya hui, whom he met qutie awhile back but never had the fate to be together with till oct 2010 (circa).

last updated on 030310 by é joé.

x x Desires x x

- ORD LOH!
- endless supply of good food
- go overseas with my yahui
( over the straits of singapore/malaya! )
- do a one-arm pull up
  ( don't think i can anymore tho )
- new phone (iphone 4//htc hd7)
- canon dslr camera
- topman black skinnies
  ( thanks yahui [: )
- 2xist boxer briefs
- 20-watt marshall amp
- dunlop crybaby wah pedal
- metal distortion pedal
  ( beta alvin from peninsula )
- subaru impreza wrx sti (long wayy)

x x Significant Others x x

- .the people. -
Alicia, Angelus, Justina, Rishi, Ya Hui, Yoke Ming

- .my other dimensions. -
My DeviantART, My Facebook My Friendster, My MySpace

- .other cool stuff. -
BEASTskills (fitness website)
College Humor (when you're bored)
Corrupt (concept website)
Dawn of Tears [MySpace] (symp. metal)
Dieblo [MySpace] (insudstrial) ISOHunt.Com (the great piracy resistance)
Ultimate-Guitar (self-explanatory)

x x Memories x x

- June 2006
- July 2006
- August 2006
- September 2006
- October 2006
- November 2006
- December 2006
- January 2007
- February 2007
- March 2007
- April 2007
- May 2007
- June 2007
- July 2007
- August 2007
- September 2007
- October 2007
- November 2007
- December 2007
- January 2008
- February 2008
- March 2008
- April 2008
- May 2008
- June 2008
- July 2008
- August 2008
- September 2008
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- February 2009
- March 2009
- April 2009
- May 2009
- June 2009
- July 2009
- August 2009
- September 2009
- October 2009
- November 2009
- December 2009
- January 2010
- February 2010
- March 2010
- April 2010
- May 2010
- June 2010
- July 2010
- August 2010
- September 2010
- October 2010
- November 2010
- December 2010
- January 2011
- February 2011
- March 2011
- April 2011
- May 2011
- July 2011
- August 2011
- September 2011
- November 2011
- February 2012

x x Designed by Me x x

Brushed, designed & laid out by Joe
solely with Photoshop and Notepad.

Some images from DeviantART.

Monday, April 18, 2011

death.

sometimes i really wonder what's it like (but i do not wish to be there), to be lying helpless on a hospital bed, knowing you're not going to survive for more than a week. imagine the thoughts that might run thru your head. i think no matter how fully you've lived your life, you'll have regrets. if you're the kind who'd do anything, you'd regret doing some things, if you're the reserved kind, you'd regret not doing some other things. regret is inevitable if you ponder upon it for awhile.

perhaps it's then that you 'see' God as most religions put it. in this aspect, Buddhism would probably be the closest to The Truth. because nirvana, a state of zen according to buddhist teachings, is probably something you'll experience when you have accepted your death (for most of us, only on our deathbeds), which most of us would in the end unless we were murdered. and suddenly life gives way, you 'die', but that is really actually when your soul accepts that it's physical counterpart is just a fragile manisfestation of itself and it is ready to let go to move on to a different paradigm. like how you'd yearn not to die tomorrow, so does your soul, hence you continue to live. and as long as one has enough energy in them to support itself, the one will never give up on the other.

it seems to complex to put into words, but i've tried my best. it's a sudden idea i got while contemplating what do people think about on their deathbed. perhaps we really do have souls, and thats what keeps our heart beating, and it's only when we force the soul to accept the fact that the body is going to die, and soul and body are at peace with the other, only then will your soul leave your body and you experience physical death.

what then lies ahead for the soul? perhaps there's things we cannot see, cannot touch, cannot taste, cannot hear, cannot smell. it's like how in 2D, the 3rd dimension would seem constant (or infinite), and in 3d (still matter), time does not seem to exist and the matter exists indefinitely (the 4th dimension tends to infite). thus, when we take time into account (4d), the fifth dimension (something else) must remain constant. but the paradox of it all, is 2d can exist in the fourth dimension without requiring the 3rd, but 3d cannot exist without 2d. so perhaps the 5th and 6th dimensions are already in our world. what then is that constant? what then are the 5th and 6th dimensions? something even more complex than time itself. but that's for another post another day.

chao. if philosophers could still make money out of their inceptions and be glorified when an inception is proven right, i think i'd apply to be one.

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SUNDAY, 30 FEBRUARY 2007
we hate to MOVE IT, MOVE IT.
and yet another opening article adapted from the story of Twilight and the Thousand Other Fantasy Stories. in this latest article, humour (or rumour) has it that vampires drink orange juice. a petrified employee of orange julius was quoted saying "he just looked at me with those orange eyes, and then, i had no choice. i gave him a cup of orange!". orange julius CEO said that he was launching a personal vendetta against vampires as they were causing his profits to dip.

two <br /> spacings above and below

this linking passage links us to linkin park which is somewhere in my CD rack. "what a nice park," leonardo da vinci had said himself. "its full of dog shit and... eww whats this? spagetthi filled with pieces of dark flakes... ooo, wait, senor! its... chocolate. si si... si penne? no no... si fusilli." pavarotti reportedly slapped him after that for mixing up his favourite pasta.

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